Nova
05-20-2008, 03:55 AM
In February my 6 year old disease stricken german shpeherd, Tamia, just couldn't fight it any longer and she was put to sleep. I cried for so long but put my feelings aside. In the last week of April, we got a new puppy as a present. She was a lap/germ. shepherd mix. We named her Lacy due to her tendency to bite the laces off my shoes. This evening she ran into the middle of the street and was hit by a car. She was taken to the hospital and was determined that her internal bleeding was severe and she would never be the same. The call was made to my mom and the painful decision was made. Lacy who lived no more than 3 months was dead. I cant sleep cause I can only picture her in my head so I decided that I had to let my feelings out and posting here would do it. As I type this I cry into my hands every couple seconds, wiping away the tears so I can see what Im typing. I guess I should go to bed now but I wont have much sleep. I only have 1 dog left and she's a 13yr old pug. She's outlasted so many other dogs that have passed through this house. I look at her now and I cry even more at the thought of losing her as well. Death is part of the circle of life but this is just not fair. Im sorry fort he sobby post but I need to let my feelings out.