troubles, Depression, Anger

[Oddball]

Everyone post a journal entry or more about daliy life in school (not too personal or inapprorate) (not life at home)

[Forsaken]

Sunday 22nd September

on holidays for two weeks



erm... yeh

[Oddball]

September 03, 2002

Time to go bcak to school. I was really nervus, On top of it was a rainy day. So I brought my unbrella. "it's time to get to school" my Mom said. So i got a ride. There were three people in the car Mom, Sister(in High school), Me. My sister was dropped off first. Then I was dropped of at my brand new school. It was so big, I got really lost. So i went were everyone else was going (the school yard) Everyone was with there friends and i wasn't :cry: I wanted for twenty minutes. I was so lonely so put my unbrella over my head for a discize so i would not be as embarrassed. 2 seconds time my friends came!!!!!! It was so cool!! The day was okay, the teachers demand Alot like high school.

[Oddball]

hows your daliy life?

[Stryker82]

Ummm.... First day of school, boring as usual....i was talking to by friend Vincent and my other sorta friend that i dont like at all Adam, i said out loud I SMACK FAGS FOR FUN! and my not really friend Adam put his arms up in defence cuz i always bug him and call hhim a fag....The day went on...long boring classes.....then i was on the bus going hame.....and some guy crapped his pants..... the bus stank..... it was gross, the kid was a nerd.....some guy punched him for it......it was hilarious but stinky lol:fart: ........Then i got home went online, played some PS2, watched a movie, got a shower and went to bed lol

[Oddball]

what grade are you in, I'm in 7th

[Unrealdimensions]

i dont know, on the first day of school i got suspended, and now im expelled.

[SetoKaiba]

ahahah lol.man,on my three months vacation,i had my bangs really long,[like 6 inches long]and i looked cool,then my brother cutted it all off!!!Then it was the first day of school,when i went to school,it was SO embarrassing,everyone was looking at me everywhere i went.but the worse thing of all was,i had no more frinds,:cry: all my other frinds had other frinds,and i was alone.iwhen i walking around finding my first period class,i felt like a total dork when grls past me,plus,i almost got expelled for kicking this dude's ***,becuz he kept bugging me for a long time.

anyways,not to change the sub but,sometimes,when i listen to my fav song,i feel like im standing in a duelist stadium,and all of cd is standing rite there watching me represent you guys in the world champion duel,and The Genie,Morpheus,and Neo is standing in front of u guys,waching, while u guys r cheering like crzy.cuz,sometimes i see myself protecting CD,like im standing in front u guys ,well,all i want to say is,i feel like everyone here,is family to me.

[DayleJ]

right?!? ok?!?
lol

my 1st day of school was great met up with my mates, chatted 2 all the girls and went 2 class worked real hard (education is important 2 me) went home, onto cheatingdome.....and msn, do my hmk, sleep

[Oddball]

sounds alot better than my life that for sure.

[[N]eto]

Hey Unreal what the fudge did you do to get expelled?!? Lol! Well my first day of High School was awesome, I met lots of new friends and interesting people...And all the girls....And all the girls... Oh yeah! Well my teachers were very cool (BTW I have been at school for a month now but I just wanted to tell my story!Back to my teachers...They are very easy going and they are cool enough to let us eat in class in a new school...Not many new schools let you do that now do they??? That's it for now... Late!

P.S. This Friday I got a minute detention for this coming tuesday...Lol! And I ain't going :evil:

[Oddball]

aww man, i still have to wait 2 more yrs:(

[DayleJ]

i get 2 eat in my classes 2, the thing with my school, by law we don't hav 2 b there, so u don't get into trouble 4 not being in lessons, but i still go, its a grammar school so really they expect u 2 hav the maturity 2 go.....and every1 does, apart from the odd time when u just can't b botherd and we go down 2 the park 2 play footy or go the pub or something instead....great :)

[Stryker82]

right on Unrealdimensions......hod u get expelled?

[Oddball]

If you think DayleJ has life easer than us young people, say I

[Forsaken]

where would u be without school, u meet a LOT of your friends there, sure u meet people outside like parties and sports teams but the majority of them u make at school and to be not able to make those friends would totally suck

[DayleJ]

i totally agree with u, school is the best time of ur life if u think back 2 it, take my advice enjoy it while u can, :)

[-Gold-]

Dude, how old are you?

[Forsaken]

who? me or DayleJ

[-Gold-]

umm..........both, but he said sometin about rememberin or something like that so how old are you 2?

[GohanX]

i'm 11!!!!and in the 6th grade.but they put me and some of my friends in the 7th grade math class.






P.S. in your face!!!!!!!!:fart:

[Oddball]

I'm in 7th grade, they don't put people ahead in other math groups. But if you do well you get High Honors(Straight A's. (I only get A's B's honors) Schools great for math geniuses, computer genies. But there are only 30 minutes in the day to talk to ur friends. tight schdual.

[-Gold-]

you get more time then we do, and btw gohanx, i know severl ppl ahead in not just math but in the whole thing so dont get that happy....but still i guess it is kool........

[Oddball]

September 30 2002

Today started out great. I recived my test scores All great !!! A average on every subject. But its not till 12noon till things got ugly. A person kept getting me :angryfire. So I called Her Bucktoohed Mouse. Which is exacly what she looks like. So Phys ED. at the end of the day. We played football (soccer). I was sweating, and at the end of the day Ive sweated of 1 gallon. The Bucktoohed Mouse kept calling me names so i called her Ding Dong and one other Ding Dong boy takes that ugly mouses side. I almost popped him with my fist, Untill the gym teacher wanted to have a talk with me. He made me feel better. Then I walked home.

Ding Dong censores swares

[Morpheus]

if i just had to go to university then i'd have loads of time.

but i work for HSBC on sat, sun, mon(evening). darts down the local pub on tue evening. girlfriend on wed evening. kickboxing on thur evening.

not much time for chilling etc so that happens in my spare time.

[SetoKaiba]

SBC??Morpheus,would u mind if u get SBC yahoo dsl?? im juss kidding.hehehe

[-Gold-]

you can be really weird sometimes!! do you know that Seto?

[cHilli]

every1's strange in their own little ways, except mabye Chief,

he's strange in big fat chunky ways...

j/k:+

[Stryker82]

HAHAHAAHHA AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAll ya gotta do is call him Fellas then lol.........

[Oddball]

Ocotober 2 2oo2

Pretty 8th graders. to bad i'm a year younger than them.:cry: why couldn't i be older so i can ask them out

[Morpheus]

dont worry gamefreak2921 when i was 13 i had a girlfriend who was 16.

[[N]eto]

:) Same here most G/f's I have had are older than me by months, or a year...It's crazy!

[cHilli]

Originally posted by Morpheus
dont worry gamefreak2921 when i was 13 i had a girlfriend who was 16.


what a stud:+

[Oddball]

7'th grade girls: 5.1
8th grade girls: 4000

[Oddball]

Originally posted by Morpheus
dont worry gamefreak2921 when i was 13 i had a girlfriend who was 16.

thats discusting, the guy should always be older

[-Gold-]

uuummmmmmmmmm...... no the guy does not have to be older. how old are you, you must be young if you think that way, i am 14 and still know that that is not sick, i am older then my gf by 3 to 4 months and no one cares that she is almost as old as me.

[Forsaken]

what's so bad about older women?
my last 5 or 6 relationships have been with older girls, not by much only a year or erm two in some cases.

15 year old girls and above generally are more developed than younger ones and I mean there's nothing worse than dating a little immature girl who doesn't have all the good stuff if u know what I mean:stoned:

[Oddball]

yeah i guess your right guys and i'm 13 in a month in a half

[Half-White]

Haha, I'm 14, 8th grade, never had a girl, I'm a wuss, lol:+

[Forsaken]

you are a clown then!

u have no idea what you miss out on my friend

[DayleJ]

and when u get 2 my age, its just gooooood lol ;)

[cHilli]

me 16 and me got hot girl now, she's older.. :cry:

[Half-White]

I sorta know what I'm missin out on, and I'm not really a clown, just a wuss, lol:evil:

[Oddball]

Originally posted by XT960
Haha, I'm 14, 8th grade, never had a girl, I'm a wuss, lol:+

Haha, I'm 12 3\4 7th grade no girl. Don't feel bad bieng a bachlor i'm one to. I want a girl but I can't get any.

[Oddball]

being a bachlor gives you more time with your friends

[DayleJ]

don't worry about it guys, the right girl will come along eventually, :)
and then u get married, and get all the nagging....lol j/k
girls r fine!

[Stryker82]

im 14....and my girlfriend is 14.... never had an older girl.... hmmm...

[Half-White]

Originally posted by gamefreak2921
being a bachlor gives you more time with your friends

You're right about that, dude. And I don't really feel bad, because most of my friends don't have girls either. Thing is, they're too weird, lol.;)

[[N]eto]

Yesterday 10/7/02 I asked this HOT girl if she wanted to go to our school's Home Coming ( This big school dance). And she said yes! That was during lunch, and when we got to 5th Period (English) Somehow the subject Home Coming came and I was asked if I was going and I said Yes! Then they started bugging me on who... So I just said some girl on the other side of the class! Well me and some other people including Her went to the Library to check out some books... When we got back they all knew and they started saying, "Oh she's pretty, Yeah she's real pretty!" I was just wondering how the heck they found out well anyways that was about it for yesterday ( Atleast the most important!) Oh BTW I am not faithful... Even when I am going out with a girl I talk, flirt, touch, and *coughs* whatever you wanna call it... He,He!:sungl:

[Oddball]

10/08/02

Broke my ankle at phys ed.

[Forsaken]

Wednesday 9th October

second day back, trying to get my grades up.
trying

had a fight yesterday, guy was a year older than me bruised my cheek and cut my lip the prick

skinny tall guy, I couldn't get much reach on him so I managed to knock him to the ground and break his nose, nearly suffocated him while I had his neck twisted before his friend came over and hit me with a skateboard in the back of the head, before my friends came out and got rid of them for me

after I got hit with that skatey I was a little dazed

[-Gold-]

My god! that had to suck! how old are you? I have gotten suspended once from a fight, I was hardly in it, that was the only fight i have been in but tempted to get in others........

[[N]eto]

Dang that must have hurt... I wish I could've seen! Did anyone film it??? Seriously I wanna see how you kicked his ass and how you got hit!

[Oddball]

Originally posted by Gold 374
My god! that had to suck! how old are you? I have gotten suspended once from a fight, I was hardly in it, that was the only fight i have been in but tempted to get in others........

That really had to suck and hurt oww!! I got in fights but never that severe. Hope you recover.

[Half-White]

Ouch, Forsaken. Musta hurt. Your 'round 14, right?

I've been in some very small fights before in 6th Grade, but only with a loser who had no friends, was butt-ugly, stupid, full-of-it and couldn't fight for jack...:evil:

[Forsaken]

yes it did hurt, yes I am 14, noone video taped it (unfortunately)

yes I'm fine now, my heads got one hell of a bruise though, haven't had anymore trouble from him. I think he realises I don't muck about

[Cid Highwind]

Hope u recover quick bro
if i was there i would've helped u out man
those stupid girls
lol

[Forsaken]

yes well apart from the bruise and the aching I get in the morning I've been fine

[[N]eto]

I remember when I was in 7th Grade I socked this retard in the back while in the locker room... Don't ask why I just hate him! Well after that he came out and while my way to class he kept on trying to push me... Then one of my Friends came and pushed him! The "Retard" then got him and tried to hit him... I got to class and then they called my teacher by phone. I had to go to this class and there they were. It was sorta funny because just for that I got suspended... Sorta Stupid don't ya think? But I guess he just had to be a P**** and tell my counselor!:angryfire

[SephirothsCloud]

sound like your life sucks neto but not as bad as mine
im in 8th grade(13yrsold) and i dont go to school instead im homschooled in the middle of nowhere in the state of washington where there is only one cits large enough for the rest of the world to notice SEATTLE
i dont have any friends in washington or anywhere else i used to live thats lemme c here first it was Washington(born there) then hawaii then louisianna then washington again never once was i in school or did i ever make any friends so c none of you have anything to complain about when u compair it to my life do u?

[Oddball]

that life really must suck moving from place to place without have an oppertonity to make friends. Man I thought my life sucked

[Oddball]

you can be my friend dude.

[SephirothsCloud]

u live miles away cant be GOOD friends if they not a few blocks away or closer

[Oddball]

well at least on cheatingdome. We can email each other

[SephirothsCloud]

lol sure we can be friends by e-mail but im pretty sure ud have to send all the e-mails lol i think my msn e-mail account is broken and wont lemme send e-mails

[Stryker82]

Originally posted by SephirothsCloud
sound like your life sucks neto but not as bad as mine
im in 8th grade(13yrsold) and i dont go to school instead im homschooled in the middle of nowhere in the state of washington where there is only one cits large enough for the rest of the world to notice SEATTLE
i dont have any friends in washington or anywhere else i used to live thats lemme c here first it was Washington(born there) then hawaii then louisianna then washington again never once was i in school or did i ever make any friends so c none of you have anything to complain about when u compair it to my life do u?

Wow... that must REALLY suck.... no offense or anything

[Oddball]

you can get free email at www.sleepmail.org, Hey smorphuscloud, my email at sleepmail is gamefreak2921@sleepmail.org. Your a wizard genie like me:).

[SephirothsCloud]

smorfuscloud???

[Forsaken]

I know it must be hard Sepiroth but u really try and make some friends in your area

[Cid Highwind]

Originally posted by SephirothsCloud
smorfuscloud???

lol
how did u came by that name

[[N]eto]

Isn't it SephirothsCloud? You guys keep on mispelling it... BTW Seph for what happened yesterday... I think I could compare your life to mine! It's very Depressing.

[Cid Highwind]

Gamefreak is the first person who mispelled it

[[N]eto]

I know that's what's funny... After one person mispelled it other people should have caught it and tried to spell it right but they didn't it kept on going... Lol!:headbang:

[Peppage]

I think they where making fun of ther first person who messed it up.

[[N]eto]

I suppose, Lol! Lets get back on topic before someone closes this Thread... Today all I have been doing so far is chat and post, now as you noticed I am posting how we should get on topic and what I have been doing so far today...:headbang: What have you guys been doing so far?

[Oddball]

SephirothsCloud, sorry about misspelling ur name:cry:

[Half-White]

Originally posted by Neto470
What have you guys been doing so far?

Well yesterday I stayed inside mostly and played Yoshi's Island on GBA, Halo, and Bloody Roar: Primal Fury.

By the way, Uranus is the best BR fighter, and she's real hot too.:evil:

[SephirothsCloud]

Originally posted by gamefreak2921
SephirothsCloud, sorry about misspelling ur name:cry:

AH dont even worry bout it!

BTW u all were talking about having GFs well i havent had one yet so im a wuss to i guess
(there aeirn't many girls where i live)(well no good lookin ones anyway)

[Stryker82]

Well today i was reading through posts an stuff.... and i noticed....AHHHXT960 you changed your sig!! TO SOMETHING STARCRAFT BROOD WAR RELATED!!! Dude...that Alien thing was sweet.... You should have both of them in there....oh yea and this morning i played Kingdom Hearts for a while.... i could easily beat the game right now if i wanted but for the past 5 hours of gameplay in my game time it has been upgrading my gummi ship and fighting in the coliseum....other than that i have been eating and sleeping....

[[N]eto]

I got this awesome Gogeta Fusion Gif on my Sig... If it takes you guys too long to download a page because of my sig please tell me and i'll change it... But from what I did today and I asked Cid and Stryker, It really doesn't take long. But I will change it if others have problems...:)

[Half-White]

Originally posted by Stryker82
Well today i was reading through posts an stuff.... and i noticed....AHHHXT960 you changed your sig!! TO SOMETHING STARCRAFT BROOD WAR RELATED!!! Dude...that Alien thing was sweet.... You should have both of them in there....

Really? You liked that old sig? Well I was getting bored of it..

[SephirothsCloud]

hey SC was a good game

[Stryker82]

Originally posted by SephirothsCloud
hey SC was a good game

Starcraft IS a good game, yea i liked ur old sig...made a lot of sense... Dont worry Neto... if anyone's pages load slower than mine then they've got a problem cuz i have the slowest connection available until brodband is availiabe here lol.....

[Half-White]

Originally posted by Stryker82


Starcraft IS a good game, yea i liked ur old sig...made a lot of sense...

Ya, it would be funny if, with all the world's probs, we were just blown up before we got to fix anything.

[[N]eto]

Today 10/15/02 we had a sweet late night Tuesday Dance... It started at 8 Pm and ended at 10 Pm... I danced with a lot of girls for 2 hours non-stop! Now my feet are soar... Lol! :smileturn It was a very good dance and it was just $2... Sorta makes me think how cool Home Coming is gonna be cuz the more you pay the better the dance gets and I heard it's around $10 and for Couples $12! A lot of girls were Freak Dancing (Turned me on!) He,he!

Late!

P.S. I have no school tomorrow... And you guys do! Ha,ha!

[SephirothsCloud]

I MAY have school tomorrow but i dont have the same type of school you guys do lol:party:

[cHilli]

2moro is the only decent day of school i have..

[Cid Highwind]

i dont hav school for a week :D

[cHilli]

u looky son of a b....

[[N]eto]

Lol! He is right you lucky SOB... Anyways why aren't you guys having school? I am not having school because teachers were gonna have a conference...:)

[Stryker82]

I have no school tomoroow...well actually i will be going to school but it is Cross Country tomorrow..... its not reall what the name says its ummm... like a race but long distance an stuff... ya know? lol

[Cid Highwind]

Holiday for a week

[Stryker82]

Lucky u lol..... Tomorrow im gonna be nervous... i always am on stuff like that... i get nervoud easily hehe

[SephirothsCloud]

i know get on CD and talk to people it might calm your nerves

[Peppage]

How come you guys have off from school. I only had the 14th off. It isn't fair. haha :)

[Half-White]

Ya, i agree with Peppage, ain't fair...

[Oddball]

10/17/02


Football practice lots of work and dispilne, I like it!!:)

[Stryker82]

Our school got first overall for the X-Country thingy.... it ruled

[Oddball]

what is that some kinnd of junky test?

[-Gold-]

no dude, the x means cross for cross country. I think.

[Oddball]

oohh thanks for explaining that Gold, thats cool stryker

[Oddball]

This thread is open for anyone to talk about troubles in life. I have many troubles in life. I've been depressed everyday since Sep 2002. Its because I'm in 7th grade. I feel i'm soo far away from high school, Everyone in my grade acts so immature and i think to myself: Why do i have to have this Life. My friends are not the same as last year, there just so different. I never get time to see them because of the tight schedule. The Eighth graders dont have to deal with the Crap i deal with After all they are Going to High School This year. They dont have to be in a school with little kid and idots. Eighth graders get to do everything. It sucks. I am i alone in This world? Life is so boring and unfair, u can have any fun in the USA unless ur 16yrs old.

[[N]eto]

Let me tell you GameFreak... It only gets better. But once you go to High School everything is gonna change. Don't think it's gonna be chicks all over, there is grades you have to deal with if you want to be something in life. I currently have no life problems, everything is going my way... Ok, maybe except the fact about my English 1 Honors and Geometry Honors grades. Uh! Who cares... I'll do better this coming semester.

Hey Congrats! Your next post will be your 800th!

[Spark]

Gamefreak, your depressed cuz ur in 7th grade? er... that's not something to be depressed about.... (even though 7th grade was a stupid year...) 6th grade was an awesome year ^_^

anywho... don't get depressed 'bout that man! wait 'till ya get in highschool!!!! AND your not a girl... hehehehe.... be very very happy your not a girl (I've always wanted to be a guy for some odd reason, ever since i was little).
anywho....
lol
i got violin, piano, youth, orchestra, symphony, praise team, German, Grammar, Algebra 1 and 2, Chemestry, History, literature, I tutor, baby-sit, and do chores! WHen you're a violinist that can't fix ur bowhand or get a decent vibrato....
and you can't seem to do anything right in ur parents eyes, and your family argues over nothing at all, and ur best friend(s) never talk to you anymore cuz they don't like you, your getting bad grades even though you study 'till you sweat(well i'm not getting bad grades... just not good ones), AND your almost 15 and in 10th grade.... your brother is physically harmful to you and your younger siblings (and i mean violent, not brotherly wreslting)l that's when u need to think about getting depressed... i said only think! Not get!
so cheer up! There's alot of other people that've got it alot worse than you!!!
I hope i didn't sound mean... lol
i'm not trying to be.....

[cHilli]

There's no point in getting depressed anyway;)

[[N]eto]

Originally posted by Spark
Gamefreak, your depressed cuz ur in 7th grade? er... that's not something to be depressed about.... (even though 7th grade was a stupid year...) 6th grade was an awesome year ^_^

anywho... don't get depressed 'bout that man! wait 'till ya get in highschool!!!! AND your not a girl... hehehehe.... be very very happy your not a girl (I've always wanted to be a guy for some odd reason, ever since i was little).
anywho....
lol
i got violin, piano, youth, orchestra, symphony, praise team, German, Grammar, Algebra 1 and 2, Chemestry, History, literature, I tutor, baby-sit, and do chores! WHen you're a violinist that can't fix ur bowhand or get a decent vibrato....
and you can't seem to do anything right in ur parents eyes, and your family argues over nothing at all, and ur best friend(s) never talk to you anymore cuz they don't like you, your getting bad grades even though you study 'till you sweat(well i'm not getting bad grades... just not good ones), AND your almost 15 and in 10th grade.... your brother is physically harmful to you and your younger siblings (and i mean violent, not brotherly wreslting)l that's when u need to think about getting depressed... i said only think! Not get!
so cheer up! There's alot of other people that've got it alot worse than you!!!
I hope i didn't sound mean... lol
i'm not trying to be.....

That's a lot of work!

All I've done today is wake up. Watch Toons. And now I am sitting on my a§ checking out CD.

Hey where's my breakfast!

;)

[Cid Highwind]

lol yeah ur right
i have never been depressed really

just hangout with ur best m8s and everything will be forgotten :D

[Serenity]

i have been depressed before, and it really sucks... dont worry about being in 7th grade.. 7th grade was fun :)

[[N]eto]

A lot of chicks I know cut themselves when they are depressed. I donno why. They say it takes your thoughts away from your problems... But then again. You have a cut on your body that you have to worry about!

:confused:

[CenturionZ_1]

I guess most ppl have been down but not depressed.

[Serenity]

Originally posted by Neto470
A lot of chicks I know cut themselves when they are depressed. I donno why. They say it takes your thoughts away from your problems... But then again. You have a cut on your body that you have to worry about!

:confused:

i know some people that do that... its not cool... i can understand why they do it (i have never though) i have found other ways to get rid of d[pressions.. music and such!!...

[Half-White]

I was pretty depressed in 4th Grade because my parents were getting divorced and all the people whom I had considered my best friends for 2 to 3 years had become a bunch of ***holes. But believe me, once you pull thru depression, you're a stronger person. Some people may still make fun of u, but they do that because they're a bunch of $h!ts who need someone to make fun of, because they're depressed themselves.

YOU DON'T LET NOBODY GET YOU DOWN!:angryfire

[Oddball]

Originally posted by XT960
I was pretty depressed in 4th Grade because my parents were getting divorced and all the people whom I had considered my best friends for 2 to 3 years had become a bunch of ***holes. But believe me, once you pull thru depression, you're a stronger person. Some people may still make fun of u, but they do that because they're a bunch of $h!ts who need someone to make fun of, because they're depressed themselves.

YOU DON'T LET NOBODY GET YOU DOWN!:angryfire

one day i'l look back and say, hey these tough times made me more stronger.

Deppresion Sucks

[Epyon]

Well on my first day of high School I got expelled for a week. I did not know any one at the school and being a big guy did not help much. At lunch I played some football on the soccer field with the grade 11. I think it was that I hurt one of them and it pissed them off because I was only in grade 8. So when I was in the halls by my gym 3 of them came out and started a fight... by the end of it I had broken one of the guys lags, 3 windows one locker and busted up my hand. 2 of the guys had to go to the Hospital because I pushed them down a flight of stairs at the end.

The only reason I did not get kick out and charged is because a girl told the principal that the 3 guys started the fight.

After I got home I played some games on my PS2 worked on some school work, and I think for the first time found some cool Anime. LoL not a bad day.

I ended up having a good year after that.

[Epyon]

Last year sucked really bad for me.

I never really had to many friends in school. Most people just made fun of me or just did not talk to me. I never went to any parties and never went any where. Then one year some guy in my grade became a really good buddy of mine. It was all cool we never really crossed each other and all was good. Last yeah after band on his way back from a concert his car lost control and hit an on coming car. The car was split into 2. The drive and the front passenger live but the 2 guys in the back of the car including my friend died. Now before all this happened my dog that I had for 6 years and been killed 2 days earlier. 2 weeks later after the crash my brother that was basically my only friend had an emotional breakdown and would not eat or sleep. This led me into a deep depuration that would last for 3 months. I did not leave my basement for 3 months, did not even go out side.

All is ok now. Life sucks... Get used to it:stoned:

[Epyon]

Originally posted by Cid Highwind
lol yeah ur right
i have never been depressed really

just hangout with ur best m8s and everything will be forgotten :D

What if u dont have any

[Epyon]

Originally posted by Neto470
That's a lot of work!

All I've done today is wake up. Watch Toons. And now I am sitting on my a§ checking out CD.

Hey where's my breakfast!

;)

Yeah see a lot of that is true.
Get lots to do and u dont have time to be depressed

[Spark]

Epyon? ur best friend died? i'm soooo sorry!
My friend Stephen's best friend died from sniffing anti-freeze... i'm serious, he did... poor Stephen

[[N]eto]

Hi Epyon... Welcome to CD!

I know your new and all, but 4 posts in a row is known as SPAM. And it is now allowed in the CD Forums. So try not to do that again and you'll be ok!

Cya around, and enjoy your stay!

:D

[Serenity]

Originally posted by Epyon
Last year sucked really bad for me.

I never really had to many friends in school. Most people just made fun of me or just did not talk to me. I never went to any parties and never went any where. Then one year some guy in my grade became a really good buddy of mine. It was all cool we never really crossed each other and all was good. Last yeah after band on his way back from a concert his car lost control and hit an on coming car. The car was split into 2. The drive and the front passenger live but the 2 guys in the back of the car including my friend died. Now before all this happened my dog that I had for 6 years and been killed 2 days earlier. 2 weeks later after the crash my brother that was basically my only friend had an emotional breakdown and would not eat or sleep. This led me into a deep depuration that would last for 3 months. I did not leave my basement for 3 months, did not even go out side.

All is ok now. Life sucks... Get used to it

Im sorry about your friend Epyon.. i know how it feels, my friend was murdered a few months ago :cry: and the worst part is, her brother killed her!

[Half-White]

Dang, Epyon. Have u and your brother gotten help?

[Oddball]

Originally posted by XT960
Dang, Epyon. Have u and your brother gotten help?

Man I thought my life was bad, Mine is Scraps compare to yours, U should See Help, If u cant for anyreason feel free to Instant messge me or talk about it on cheatingdome forums, We'll gladly listen to what u have to say.

Journal Entry 1-28-03

There was an Academic Bowl Today, We played people from other school, and i was lucky enough to watch it. Our school lost unfortinatly, but it was close. But most of the time everthing is 8th grade this 8th grade that. The have all the fun, They get to participate in everything. We dont. 7th grade has no fun, Everythings always pridictable, Nothing fun and out of the odinary happens. I remeber last year, everyday was unpridictable. Now all fun Crap goes to 8th grade. And worst of all my school is not a middle school. It has people from age 5-15yrs old, too many babies in my school. Many Life sucks, When your in high school everyone considers u adult like. When ur 13 ur automaticly still a Kid.:cry:

[[N]eto]

I was a 13 year old freshman.

;)

Today was a normal day. Crap here and there, ups and downs, happy and sad thoughts, and lots of laughing. This is the second day of the second semester and it was pretty cool. My teachers are acting as if it's the second day of school, not the second semester. For Geometry we went outside to do angle inclanation measurements trying to find the height of stuff using the Law of Cosines, Etc.

Boring don't ya think?

[Serenity]

extremely boring... i hate all those Cosines and triangles... their easy but oh so boring.... anyway im not even back at school yet. today is my day off.. tomorrow i go back... ahh i really dont want to!!!! i really dont.. but my classes aren't TOO bad so it should be alright :) well history is.. i have that class with my brother.. darnit

[cHilli]

My school rox, i lurve it therem we just have a luagh all day, and learn basically evertything, rox;)

[Serenity]

thats not fair.. all the teachers at my school are crackheads!!! ya cant learn anything... and theres gotta be something about it, it scares me!!!!! the janitor comitted suicide (he hung himself) in the pool room!!!! and theres lots of people that do drugs and smoke and drink and all that junk in it!!!!! my school is ghetto :(

[Half-White]

Lol, being ghetto isn't too bad, so long as you aren't a white man who tries to seriously be black...

[Serenity]

lol oh god... thers toooo many of those people to!!!! im white and i try to be white :) lol...

[Half-White]

Whites who try to be black are funny and stupid at the same time

[Oddball]

Lets no be sterotypical Here. Just because ur Black doent mean u Have to like Rap and be all Geto. And Just because ur White doesnt mean u have to Be into Rock and spike ur hair. I'm Black and I like both Rap and Rock.

[Stryker82]

~~~JOURNAL ENTRY~~~

Today was Gimpy, Munchie_B, and I's last day at Searchmont (the skiin thingy) Went skiing from 9:00AM, until 2:00PM and someone stole my skis... Munchie an me were goin down this real cool trail through da bush, an then Munch hits a jump, and one of his skis dug into ground and he did a sweet face plant in the snow...

If ya want more stories from our trip, i'll be making a thread about it all... The 3 of us (if Munchie comes on again) will tell our stories of Searchmont... and all the crasy crap we did there...

[cHilli]

Originally posted by gamefreak2921
Lets no be sterotypical Here. Just because ur Black doent mean u Have to like Rap and be all Geto. And Just because ur White doesnt mean u have to Be into Rock and spike ur hair. I'm Black and I like both Rap and Rock.


I listen to neither, im white.

[Half-White]

Originally posted by gamefreak2921
Lets no be sterotypical Here. Just because ur Black doent mean u Have to like Rap and be all Geto. And Just because ur White doesnt mean u have to Be into Rock and spike ur hair. I'm Black and I like both Rap and Rock.

It's no prob if a white man likes rap, or acts ghetto, but it is a prob if he overdoes it.

[Stryker82]

I'm white, i liek AlternRock, and Irish stuff like: Toy Dolls, Flogging Molly, an Dropkick Murphys

[Cid Highwind]

Don't Forget Less Than Jake :p
lol

[Lord of Death]

Way of Subject man, watch out!!

[Oddball]

Journal Entry
2-3-03

As you know i have been feeling alot of deppresion. I dont know whats wrong with Me. Now I feel Hatred. I never used to be that kind of Person. I dont wanna Be. I'm Scared, I dont wanna make the next school shooting. Suddenly I'm starting to hate and Envy all 8th graders in my school. I have these terrable thoughts of them. I never used to be like this. What can I do To stop going this Path. I really dont wanna start hurting People.

~ Life Sucks :cry:

[Half-White]

Remember, man, don't let anything get you down. What happened anyway?

[Oddball]

its because all that goes on in my school is 8th graders this and 8th graders that. they get to have all the fun. This soo Sucks. They're always happy all the time. They get to have all the fun and cool stuff like plays, And They get to take time out of class and help with school fundraiser. They get to have student/
Facltys games. ALso they get to have High school Students vist them. 7th grade has No Fun what so ever. It sucks. And @t Graduations the Jerky 8th graders get to brag to our face of what high School their going to. They live perfect lifes. Everyday I feel like crying and throwing things. I have too hide all my emotions inside. It hurts so badly

[Half-White]

They have a lot of fun....so? Lol, i'm an 8th grader, I think it's boring. Besides, school will be over relatively soon, and you'll be an 8th grader after the summer. So fugetaboutit

[Stryker82]

Originally posted by gamefreak2921
Journal Entry
2-3-03

As you know i have been feeling alot of deppresion. I dont know whats wrong with Me. Now I feel Hatred. I never used to be that kind of Person. I dont wanna Be. I'm Scared, I dont wanna make the next school shooting. Suddenly I'm starting to hate and Envy all 8th graders in my school. I have these terrable thoughts of them. I never used to be like this. What can I do To stop going this Path. I really dont wanna start hurting People.

~ Life Sucks

Dude, i thnk you need some serious help. If this is occuring out of the blue and u dunno why... Well, let's just say i hope you don't become a school shooter and kill all teachers and classmates an stuff:guns:

[[N]eto]

Simply don't do anything stupid! There is a thing called cursing, it's better that shooting.

:swear:

[Epyon]

Hurting people will not help. Do something with your life. Don't end it. Giving up on life and ending it with a bang is not fair to YOU and people around you. No matter what you think there are people that love you, hurting your self and or other people around you is selfish.

Life sucks... LIVE with it.

Don't take for-granted the good things and friends you have around you. Even when you think its the worst trust me its not.:tup:

[Oddball]

jornal Entry
2-4-03

Thanks to my friends here for once i wasnt so upset and Filled with hatred. I was something i havnt feeled for months. I actually felt normal. NOthing bothered my today. Thanks for everything but i dont wanna jinx it. The only thing I really worry about now is my friends. I figured out last week that my Best Friend isnt my true friend. He talk crap Beind my back to friend I dont know. I dont like that. I'm going to talk to that kid about that.

[Half-White]

yeah, you tell that mutha:fingers: a

[Epyon]

:swear: Hey Hey Watch ur language!!!!!!!!!!

[Oddball]

Jounal Entry
Feb 6 2003

I just felt sad today. Nothing much happen the eight graders were having all the fun. @t the end of the day, I was talking to an Eighth grader that used to be on my team, Cause i'm cool with him, And a another kid was saying to me and my friend to get out. If the Kid kept on talking crap I would have snuffed him. The other kid that was with my teamate thinks he all that. He bothers my friends @t chess club. If he kept on being the Jackbut he was I would have Beatted him Up. Mess with me and My friends and ur goina get sunffed
:nova:

[Oddball]

journal Entry
2-7-03

Today was the slowest and Dullest day in school. It seemed like it would never end. It was sooo boring!!!!!!!! I thought i would never be able to surf the net. And I had to shovel snow. We have osomuch in my area. Snow Sucks:tdown:

[Half-White]

Like we said, don't hurt someone to relieve depression. Just checking, that's all:)

[GohanX]

my anger I can't see my sigs
my depression just about everyone on CD is against me
my troubles I may never see them again.

[Dark Realms]

My Anger is school
My Troubles Is My G/F
Mt depression My Mum has left me and my family.....

I am having a bad time...............

[Half-White]

There are good points to these sort of troubles. They may be painful to go through, but once you get over it, your a stronger person. Sadder, but wiser

[Unrealdimensions]

Depression, the symptom that inflicts over 300 million ppl, the single most devastating killer in the united states,Dont do drugs it only leads to depression,Its the trueth, and its an outrage.

:swear:

[Half-White]

number one killer? damn...